Creepy

My akward insecurities
Make my stomach wrench
The cruel unjust title
Placed upon my name
I am now known as creepy
To a man only one city away
I have my imagination left to blame

Has it finally happened,
Am I really going insane?
Repeats of the conversation
Keep playing in my brain
I feel so embarrassed
Let me crawl away and die
I meant to say nothing
More than "Hi"

How did I get so akward
And let my insecurities
Take over so easily
To sweep over my thoughts
Like an infection

The acid eats away at
My now unsettled stomach
The day crashing to a halt
I ruined it and let
My past devour everything
Now It's all my fault
Because  I never left it behind
So there all thoughts sit
Devouring my once sane mind